8.9.2011

It's three in the morning, which offically means I can't sleep. My favorite part of the evening was collapsing In the living room and sharing sloppy drawings, while you tried on the cheerful pink dress that looks A million times better on you! And Ben (natuarally) being jealous of our lactose free ice cream dessert. I really wish that where ever I traveled (no matter the stay) I could pack my family up with me. I'd take you guys on first days of work, to social events I am dreading, sightseeing in new cities, late nights on the town, And where ever else life leads me. I would like to think that your voices (advising me) in my head are a Little back like your presence, but I know its not the same of being here. I love this city on nights like This one the most, but I know if I don't do these things because you're not like a shirt I can toss along for The ride... I'll end up with ideas instead of stories. I am already missing you too